(Source: wipethefear)
We’ll keep it simple.
I was going to write a huge rant on this, but I’m sure no one wants to read that, and summary is a good skill to learn. SO:
1.) Honesty is NOT always the best option. (Like if you’re gay, and want to come out to your parents with your girlfriend.)
2.) Parents. Are. SHIT. (Well, at least mine are. Deadbeat dad, controlling mother who has pretty much disowned me because I was honest about my sexuality.)
3.) God doesn’t want you to know the answers. (Again, this is just from my personal experience. Don’t ask Him why it’s a sin to be gay, he never tells.)
4.) Your girlfriend crying over your shit decision to be honest for once is the biggest slap in the fucking face ever. (And it tears my heart to shreds to know she cries. Worst. Feel. Ever.)
5.) Morals apparently have no merit in actual life.
6.) Life sucks until you’re 18, then you can truly make it YOUR life. (Which I plan on doing.)
I’ll stop. I could go on forever, but I’ll stop. Pretty much..life sucks, so you have to be viscous and fight it back. You have to Own life, or it will beat you down and make you its bitch. So beat that fucker.
I’ve been through a Lot. And if I haven’t quit yet, I don’t think anyone should be able to.
And dammit, I Will fucking be with my girlfriend. No matter who hates me for it. Fuck the haters.
I. MISS. YOU.
I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU.
And if I filled the whole page with that sentence, it wouldn’t be even close to how much I wish I was with you.
I want more than anything to be with you right now, it’s the only time I’m really happy with life.
